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Preface
This is mainly the website that I used to record my thoughts, learning progess and ideas, which I may sometime find it is hard to keep track and always luminate in my brain. Having a place to record those things down is a good way for me to express, heal and reflect. I didn’t expect this website to attract much traffic or attention, I want it to be a secret land for myself to knwo more about myself and see the progress of myself step by step. It is such a joyful thing to see me grow one day and one day and explore more perspectives of lives.
What Do I like To Do
If you ask me a few years before. I may answer you with a list. Because during that moment, I was having an understanding that I should look super busy and should look like knowing and doing a lot of things to be respected by people around me and I should try to learn as much as possible. However, nobody tells me that other’s viewpoints is not important at all. I was desire to please others and live with the standards of the outside world. I was kind of lost that I have never asked that what do I want to do and what is my hobbies, interest and passion.
Currently, I may tell you that I actully don’t have much things that I like to do, but I have many things I want to try and have tried as well. I have tried a few things during the time I grow up….
What Is My Stroies?
Well, stories… I used to feel that I was a pretty null person becuase I am going on the pathway that is not exciting and everyone will know how to do and many people are following. Go to school— do good at school — learn some popular majors and get a good job eventually. Started from my college time, I start to realize my desire from the bottom of my heart that I am not actully a “null person”. The reason that I am looking null is because I have a lots of moments and stories that I miss and forget to put that into my stroystream in lifetime. Also, I forgotted to find myself when I was busying in school and classes, and social. I seems to put myself in the column that everyone would follow and everyone would not think it is different or exciting, becuase it is “safe”. I don’t need to be noticed by people, then I don’t need to be judged, criticized or hurted by people.
However, later I found out that many people have their own judgement and we should not care that much of how do people view us and have their viewpoints on us.
Some student works
